I guess the most appropriate first post for this blog would be the why. Why am I even making this in the first place? Why would I expect anyone to be interested in this blog?
Well it’s because I want to discover who I really am–what really makes me tick.
At the time of writing I’m 31 years old and I have 0 friends, I don’t have anyone in my family that I feel like I could talk to… I basically just have me. So I have only myself to talk to, which has led to a lot of thinking.
Why am I here? Was I just a mistake that my parents had or is there a greater purpose to my existence? I honestly don’t think I was put on this Earth to do anything special, but that doesn’t mean I shouldn’t find a purpose.
This blog is going to dive into the deepest parts of my mind, sometimes I’ll be sober and sometimes I might be under the influence. I believe that writing under different mental states is what will truly help me find who I am, and with that, I really do hope that I may be able to help someone else out there who’s struggling find a part of themselves.
I don’t want the introduction to be too long so I’ll go ahead and end it here, but just know I’ll be back, and I hope you’ll be here with me. :))
Take care of yourselves, and remember: no matter how dark the night may get, the sun will rise again.
I love you all
Matthew